A j would be nice now. (Ditto for a hug.)
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(8am) Last nite's dream had to do with being in a house where a big snake was loose, and being afraid. (Probably another reference to my sexuality.)
I am still unclear about where I am going with "Outlaws and Poets". (So far I have thought about:
1. Building from what I have now using the same basic structure.
2. Scrapping all the prose and just trying to sell the poems.
3. Trying to sell the poetry, and using the prose as notes for building either a novel or non-fiction piece.)
(Who knows?) (The way it is now doesn't really fit anything I have come across yet.)
I usually get a chuckle out of my horoscope. (Today's had a "romance tonite" line. (Ha Ha.)) (It also says something I have been working on will pay off today. (I have so many projects in the works that could mean about anything.)) (It also says some money will come today. (I could get into that.))
Miranda also told me to forget about my social and sexual problems until I find a job and get my finances squared away. (That has been my line, for a long time; but I don't know that it's at all valid.)
Well, time to plug back into the computer.
(11am) I got my food stamps today and did some grocery shopping. (At least part of my horoscope was right.)
(3pm) Time for a typing break.
(4pm) Nice walk.
(8pm) Erica popped in for a visit. (Nice!)
Now I had better start dinner.
(8pm) Enough typing for now. (Fried brain time again.)
Maybe seeing Erica for a second tonite was the romance my horoscope mentioned this morning? (Our relationship is as close to romance as I seem to get.)
Now Miranda says we will do the nite on the town after her friend Dana moves. (Partying with her would be nice, but I am not holding my breath.)
Actually, if I had money, it might be more productive to hire people who are good at playing to drag me along and teach me about that part of life.
Another difference I have noticed when I am out of pot is that, for the first few nites, sleep is hard to find.