(5pm) I am a bit annoyed. (My ex told the state child support agency that I had never paid any child support, so the state is saying they are going to make me pay twice. I called them today and told them to contact the Clerk of the Court and get my payment records from them, but they refused to. (You would think they could communicate with the district courts, but they are making me contact the Court, get copies of my records and then send the records to them.))
I was going to go for a walk, but I am waiting for Linda and Paul to come by and get their tax returns.
(10pm) Tiredness! (Or, should I say boredom?) (Maybe dreamland will be more interesting?) (Poverty and celibacy suck!)
Linda and Paul never did show up. (People do space me off a lot!)-(I have come to expect and accept it!)
2-20-89
(9am) I slept 11 hours again.
(Noon) Nice walk!
It has snowed most of the last three days, but not much is accumulating.
(1pm) Some people from work called wanting to know something, but I didn’t know the answer. (Per normal. (My boss loves power and tries to control as much as he can. (It means he works 80 – 100 hours a week and no one else knows about most of what is going on.))-(Oh well, I am just a number cruncher and I suppose I don’t know what is right.))
(3pm) Nice workout!
Sharon called a few nites ago. (I listened to her for 45 minutes. It was closing in on 10pm and I still had chores to do before sleep, so I cut her off and hung up. (Probably part of why I cut her off is that she is interested in a relationship with me and I am not interested in a romantic relationship with her, and the guilt is getting to me. (Overcoming my sexual aversion requires getting involved in sexual relationships, but I have trouble using someone that way.)-(Or, is it my phobia getting in the way of therapy again?))-(Also, I don’t trust her enough to have her come here, so I don’t want to encourage her.)) (She wasn’t feeling well. (Another victim of the crud that has been going around.)) (Her jeep broke down the first day of that cold spell. The post office gave her another one with a broken heater, and she had to drive that one through most of that cold spell. (That would have been miserable!)-(She says she got a mild case of frostbite.)) (It sounds like she had a wild birthday party!) (Chloe is still living with her, but Chloe broke up with her beau, so he isn’t there anymore.) (She is still looking for a house outside of town a little ways. (She says she got tired of gardening, canning, cooking and being domestic before she left her ex, but now she is craving to get back into those things.)) (Jennifer is contemplating having kids, so Sharon is a little down about the thought of the grandmother label.) (Her and one of her women friends are planning a big hot tub party. (I have never been to one of those.)-(It would probably give me a heart attack!)) (She is bringing some tapes by so I can tape some new music for her.) (She is also going to drop off her tax stuff.)
Someone called last nite and wanted me to go to some discussion group. (I said no.)-(It sounded like a weird bunch!)