The entertainment center sure is nice. (Tis nice to have some furniture that I didn’t haul off the junk heap.)
It has warmed up enough that I let D O back outside today. (She seemed happy!)
(7pm) Erica stopped in to check out the entertainment center. (Neat!)
She says Gwynn was so wasted because she is back into the pills.
She says Linda is really worried about being able to quit pot and beer to have kids. (I wonder if it’s that or is it that she is nervous about having kids now with Paul? (She may well end up supporting him and a bunch of kids.)) (She doesn’t seem to get black outs, radical personality changes or the extreme compulsiveness that people who have problems with drugs tend to get; but I suppose I haven’t seen her party too often.)
I wonder sometimes if sex really exists? (Maybe it’s just a fantasy people thought up to make life sound more interesting and give people something to talk about?)
(11pm) Time to look for dreamland!
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(Noon) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
I got Jim’s taxes taken care of.
(2pm) Chores are done. (Yeah!)
(3pm) Nice walk!
(5pm) I finally got caught up with my pen pals.
Maybe, rather than being paranoia, Charlotte’s behavior is more guilt and / or projection of her own affairs? (If she thinks Erica and Miranda lost Henry and Jeremy because of being "wild", like she said, she could, at the unconscious level, be afraid her "wild" moments will come back to haunt her.) (Part of why my ex attacked me all the time had to do with her affairs, and craving other men.)
(7pm) The drought and fires last summer, and the hard winter have been hard on the animals! (Sad!)
Tis also sad about that guy getting away with murder because the crime lab fucked up! (Still, when all is said and done, I don’t think anyone goes unpunished. (It will come back around to them in time!)) (Is it really even in our realm of rights to punish others? (Keeping some people off the streets is wise, but punishment belongs to God!))
(9pm) Another weekend bites the dust. (Sad!)