Wasting the night away
Once more
Again
Nothing better to do
But to sit in a
Honky tonk
Drinking
     
Know it's not the answer
Not what I'd prefer to be
Doing
But it's the best of the
Available options
Beats watching the
Tube
     
No one around to
Strike a match
Light my fire
No one who cares enough to
Hold my hand
Hold me close
Through the night
     
Just get loaded
Too tight to
Give a shit
Friend in my night
Keeping me company
Helping me to find
Rest
     
Such a simple answer
Way
Away
Running from myself
Forgetting to
Give a
Damn
     
Easier than
Building a
Relationship
No commitment
Nothing but running
Hiding away from
Life
     
Keeps coming back to
Not caring for
Me
Not loving myself enough to
Want to live
Risk
Love
     
So tip another drink
Another shooter or
Three
Wipe away the memories
Get lost in the
Emptiness
Failure
     
Pissing another
Night
Away
Wallowing in self pity
Feeling sorry
For
Me
     
Nothing left inside
Cold and
Empty
Try to fill it up with
Whiskey
And
Tunes
     
Punish myself some more
Do a little more
Damage
My own whipping boy
Ripping away until
I'm all used
Up
     
Will I ever be
Able to
Overcome
Come to terms
Begin to
Care for
Me
     
Or will I
Continue
On
With this slow torture
Gradual process of
Liquid
Suicide

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